Update: IVF 2.5 moving forward on day six of my cycle, day four of my injections. Things are moving along well.
However...here is the thing, I can't be at my best everyday and today it hurts. Physically and emotionally it hurts.
The medication is starting to take a toll on me I am exhausted and bruised, I am finding it difficult to put on a happy face and am wanting to cocoon myself in bed. I am scared and frustrated that this is all a big charade where mother nature will say...sorry not for sure but good effort and hand me a participation ribbon. I don't want a fucking ribbon I want a family.
My stomach and heart hurts. Luckily dear ones I am an optimist and I know tomorrow will be better as for tonight I think I deserve a good cry and some sleep.
L.
Oh, I know those feelings all too well. It sucks not being able to be at your best - being manipulated by drugs when you're already taking an emotional beating. It sucks, but you're strong and you'll make it and just might end up pregnant too! Hang in there, you can do this! Hugs.
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